Recent company interviews.

I've been interviewing so many people and I notice that so many people out there are jobless and will take any job just to survive. There were about 62 people who came for the interview within the past 1 week. There are many suitable candidate that I wish to take but unfortunately I only need 3 people.

Desperation for a job, many that I interview we not really themselves. I knew they were trying to impress me but they fail badly. Some were trying to be a Smart Ass, trying to be cute, trying to kiss my ass and some even came without bringing a resume or have experience in working at all but demanded for a job. And there is one in particular whereby that person refuse to fill up the application instead his written "as in resume". Don't this people know,that there are reason why the application form is being provided for them to fill?

And there are even people who tries to look impressive by writing down every single working places that they have work before when requested only 3!!

I really wonder what were they expecting trying to be a smart ass like that? It's so blooding annoying at time to go through people like this. And sometimes they will ask questions which are not even relevant at all. Just going through one interview is like  FOREVER even if it only 10 minutes.

Some people do not understand the meaning of REFERENCES..When you fill up the application form references will definitely be ask. which automatically you know the question is asking for your employer contact . Well some people actually fill up their Father contact, mothers contact, aunts, uncle, cousins, friends, grandparents and so on which are not relevant at all!! 

Imagine what I have to go through the past 1 week?!! And the bad news, IT"S NOT OVER YET!!! I think I might actually end up crying miserably while doing the interview. It's TORTURING ME!!! And I know it is too Zaid (Company Sales Manager). If I can't take it anymore, Zaid will be the one taking over, and if he can't take it anymore than it will my turn. So we give and take of being torture alive by this people....Another 1 week of pure mentally torture to go...!!

A HOLIDAY TREAT

I love to travel but I rarely get the opportunity and it's either because of my limited time or my financial crisis. But however, this year is going to be my year to travel. I have already plan one in May whereby I will be traveling locally with my hubby along with my dear friend Zaid and his spouse. And I and also planning for an overseas trip for a birthday gift to my hubby but still can't decide where to go. So I have limited a list of countries to go and trying to figure out which is the most interesting and reasonable price for us to travel to.

First choice is to go to Hong Kong. Why Hong Kong?
Well first, I really really wanna visit HK Disney Land as this is the only Disney Land in Asia (It is right?) .

And I also love Chinese Food  and where else to get but HONG KONG! Chinese cooking are very traditional and oriental so it gives me a little taste of home and at the same time a new experience. I loves most are the street foods as it is cheap and so many to choose from.

For language, I don't think it should a problem as many HK people are educated in English so I guess that takes away my worries. And if I do come up with any problems there, I guess I can always depend on my dear friend Dennis. His wife is from HK so that explains why his in HK. And I know he wouldn't mind having the nosy me around there.

Anyways, my second choice is to Bali. Isn't it obvious why BALI?
Bali has one of the most beautiful and gorgeous beaches in the world and it is also very popular for its topless beach. I don't mind trying out walking topless on a beach as nobody will know me there. Anyways, as I was saying, Bali is know for it's beautiful beaches and it is to die for..!!

Bali goes under many names. Some call it the ‘island of the gods’, others Shangri-La. The ‘last paradise’, the ‘dawning of the world’ and the ‘centre of the universe’ are yet more names for this truly beautiful tropical island inhabited by a remarkably artistic people who have created a dynamic society with unique arts and ceremonies.


My next choice places to travel is Melbourne,Australia.

 Melbourne is actually my hubby choice. The only reason he wants to go here is because he has friends here and take the opportunity to meet up and at the same time site seeing. I really don't know what to say about Melbourne as it's not my choice.

Forth choice is to Ho Chi Minh, Vietnam.

Why I really wanna go here is to explore Ho Chi Minh EXOTIC FOOD!!! I've seen it on TV and it look exquisite!!

 

Next place that I really want to go is ShenZhen, China.

Shenzhen has so many place of interest and It's a popular place to many tourist.

And still many many more places to visit in Shenzhen.
As for their delicacies...

I am soooooooo looking forward to any of this holidays.. Still have not conclude on my decision on where to go... Every places I mention I want to go... It's going to be a hard decision indeed for me...

TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN

To whom it may concern:-


I don't give a shit about what you think or what you say about me. I do as I like, I do as I want because it's my life and not yours. So why not you just go and do the same and stop criticizing me and complaining about me to others. Because whatever you say it will always and I MEAN ALWAYS comes back to me and I am sure that is not what you want right?!

Here's a little advise for you, why not you start your own blog and just write about your boring life and see who actually cares. And maybe this will actually stop you from talking about others. It hurts right knowing people talk about you. So if you don't want this to ever happen again, stop talking about people, especially stop talking about ME!!

I have tried helping you, I have advised you, I have spare you my ears listening to your pathetic life, I have spare you my time when I could have done something better with it, and I have even been a driver to you without chargers, And I did all that because we are FRIENDS! But you don't seem to understand, you don't appreciate, you don't have any empathy nor you have a BRAIN!! Many knows that pretty girls don't really come with a brain because beauty are their brains, But how do you explain YOURSELF?? Do you even understand what I am saying? Get a dictionary if you don't!

Stop and I mean really STOP all your stupid complains about me. Why not you just complains about your pathetic life to yourself. Think hard about why your friends are leaving you, think hard about why people don't like you, think hard about why you are sooo alone now... THINK HARD!! If you still can't get an answer here are some. You always take advantage of people and than you always think that you are the only person with problems in this world whereby other people don't have any. And you never use your brain before saying anything. Because whatever comes out from your mouth are all NONSENSE and DO NOT MAKE ANY SENSE at all. And you think every MEN just falls in love with you.. Please.. have you seen the mirror lately? Wake up!! furthermore more, do you know what privacy means? You don't share anything about your friends to your family, because that is something you should never do but you don't care. Why not you try sharing your stories to your family about you sucking MEN cock, or how you secretly go out and meet men at MTV or maybe how to talk dirty on the phone with these unknown men? Because you can't right?! So stop criticizing ME because you don't want me to start criticizing you because it will get really really dirty.

So I hope you learn something here.. Because I don't want to hear anything anymore about you. Just a reminder, I can be really really bad. So don't push me.  

HEARTACHE

"If I could have a wish, I'd wish for him to feel what I feel each time he takes that sip..."QUOTED BY Ami'D"

I love him, but (yes there is a but) there are his bad habits which I really really hate. I know people says that "Bad habits die hard", but if this habit concerns life and death dosen't that actually matter? Before that, will he see what I am writing here? HELL NO. His to ignorant and dosen't really care. Anyways, this coming May will be our third year of being married and so far marriage life is, still pretty complicated for me. I don't think we even have the chance to actually be husband and wife as we are separated by the distance. His somewhere out there while I am here. It's been like this since we were dating for the past 9 years and the 10th year we got married so the total years we have been together up to date is almost 13 years. 

I thought I would have been immune about the distance that we are in, but I am not. Each time he visit back home and leaves, my heart breaks. Many of my family and friends as me how do I manage it? And to be more specific they were asking about the sex life, the loneliness, being faithful, the lust and etc etc. Well I always have this principle in life which is "Do others as you want other do to you", so I stick to that. I keep myself occupied with other things like work, my Gay friends, parent, karaoke, reading, movies, outing, shopping, eating, and etc etc. While his doing the same, keeping himself occupied but differently. He drinks and drink and drink and drink as if like there is no tomorrow. And when he gets drunk, his flirty, cheesy, happy, noisy,nasty,jerk,an ass, and ignorant. I know because I've seen this not once, but uncountable. He will always says that he is alright, but I know his not. Whats worst, being distance when he drinks and I am not there. Who knows what goes on there, and the friends that his with are all NOT MARRIED!! When I question him on the phone, he gets mad and turns into this really really big jackass. And again, I get hurt. And as usual he will call me up the next day to apologize. 

 

Several months ago, he was caught in an accident and it almost took his life away. I thought that would actually teach him a lesson.  But no. There was not a single effect on him at all! Each time when he drinks, I will recall the accident on how he almost die, still the same result ZERO!! A friend advised that maybe, I should get pregnant and things will change. So I stop on my pill and tried. and tried again and again and again. I assumed something was wrong with me. So I meet up with a gynecologist, did my pep-smear, check my womb, check my body, check everything basically to get pregnant. And I was told that I am very fertilize and healthy so should not be any problem to get pregnant. So after months trying, still no result. I persuade my husband to get a check up but he refuses.So I meet a friend who specialize on counting sperm, (YES COUNTING SPERM) and told him about my situation, and he ask about my husband. He explains alcohol and reduce the number of sperm and low chances of getting pregnant. When my friend told me that, I was triggered! I told my husband about this, and his reaction was ZERO! So I know my chances of getting pregnant too is Zero. At this hour too his still drinking, because he just hang up on me again. It's hurts.... How much stronger can I be? I love him... That's how strong I can be, we made a vow in church so no matter what I will just have to accept the way it is. Life goes on, either with a baby or not or either his still drinks or not..but life goes on.... In life everything happens for a reason, I hope I can see the reason why my husband still drinks....It hurts...it really does..

My "V" day.

Since I woke up this morning, I knew that I was going to be on my own this Valentine. My hubby is away, friends have their own plans and my brothers, I am sure they have their on programs. So I'll be stuck with a take out and a movie in bed, this is what I have predicted. But it turn out to be a great Valentine Day for me, it may not be the roses and chocolate kind of Valentine, but I was happy. And thanks to my dear friends and brother, I had a day spend in a beautiful park and sea food dinner. We visited Perdana Park which is located in Tg. Aru and it was GORGEOUS!! Especially the Fountain, words can't be describe, but I have evidence of this beauty to share.

The park has a schedule for the fountain to be on and it last for about 10-15 minutes. 

 

This park is actually a jogging track and but comes with additional benefits, fantastic fountain entertainment, free drinking water, a gym soon to be open, bike riding, open air exercise equipments, 24-7 security, CCTV for safety, none smoking park, and super clean toilets. And to add on, great place for wedding shots. I played a little with my camera, but don't have much expectation as I am still in my beginner level on taking photos.

Anyways,we were sported the Hits FM car and I recall something on the radio saying if we spot them, we are entitle to get some Limited Edition of Rihana CD album, Ticket to the concert and etc..So we confronted them and No.... The ticket we only given out on a certain time.. However we did took a picture with the Hits FM cruisers. I mean I took the picture..

So they got the picture, but I'll get the tickets and album...As I now know the time and where they could be spotted. :-)


After spending time at the park, we all when for a seafood dinner at SEDCO, which is a very popular place for sea food. There were a lot of restaurant to choose from there but we decided to select the cheapest CRABS for a kilo. Because the last time we had seafood was at SALUTE and a kilo for crabs was about RM30.00 normal cooking and RM50.00 a kilo if cooked in butter style, which I find it rather ridiculous. Anyways, we found the perfect price for crabs, RM8.80nett a kilo!!! How great is that??!! It was in the restaurant called Sri Mutiara Seafood.

And their selections of seafood were a lot, there have like 10 types of fishes, different types of live prawns, shells, lobsters, and so many more.

So we order few selections of seafood and when it arrived on our table, everything was mouth watering!!

OYSTER COOKED WITH EGGS

SABAH VEGGIE in GARLIC & EGG

DEEP FRIED SOFT-SHELL-CRABS

STEAM KALAPIA FISH IN SOY SAUCE & GINGER

FRESH LIVE WHITE PRAWNS STEAM IN EGG WHITE

CRABS COOKED WITH SALTED EGG

CRABS IN BUTTER SAUCE

COCONUT PUDDING

Everything about dinner was wonderful and the best part sharing it with people I truly LOVE.......                                               

 

Thanks again guys I had a BLAST today.... HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO ALL!!!!