The great thing about having a blog is i am free to express my thoughts, feeling , idea, critics, and basically about anything at all. Its like my secret diary except its not a secret. But this is where i would like to express circle of life, of Ami^D.
Being away from home, is something i really don't want . But that's the situation that i am in right now. I would have to say, i had a luxury life style, every weekend high tea with my pals, Starbucks or coffee bean for breakfast, cruising with my crazy friends, A day at the SPA with my gals, never had a bad hair day, a great job , traveling the world, big bucks, basically i was living in a Paris Hilton lifestyle except i work for it. But there was something missing on top having all that. I didn't have him, My Wyn. Me and Wyn have been together for the past 9 years. And between those year, we've only seen each other like 3 months once. And at times, not see each other at all for the whole 1 year. So now, after so long being separated, we are together at last. I left behind my luxury life style, my great job, traveling , earning great money basically i left everything. Bye bye Paris Hilton Life style. For what? For the love of my life. Jeez...I can't believe i actually did what i did. But i did.
Today, I am a fiancee to Wyn, working 8 hours a day job facing a computer, traveling between the house to my office, Shopping once in 3 months, No such thing as over time, Work like a dog and get paid peanuts, Take away for a Chinese coffee shop for breakfast, Having bad hair day almost everyday, Never had a facial ever since i moved to Labuan, basically everything i had i don't have it anymore. Things i use to do, i don't do it anymore. Do i regret? I really don't know how to answer that.
Anyway, for years I've been in the entertainment and timeshare industry and is been like part of my life. I love what i do, I get to meet a lot of other entertainer , traveling while exploring other hotels and best of all i get the opportunity to shop. Now, I'm a total 360 degrees changes from what i use to do. Whats worst, I think i might be working with aliens from mars. I've got this lady boss which is a total psycho. At times, i get her but most of the times i don't. She's always cranky and having this really strange moods. My first thought was, she might not get "SOME" that often as her husband is away most of the time or she is going through monopose. Or again she is an alien from mars disguise as a human form.
Working where i work now, is really crazy, Its like the movie "CLICK" where by Adam Sandler had this remote to control everything to be on Pause, Mute and etc. For mine, everything is being fast forward with no pause at all. My remotes has gone haywire and there's nothing i can do about it. Even the people around me, the people i work with now, are different. So basically, i have to be different to be in the group. How sad is that?! Honestly, I'm not myself here at all. Every single thing i do or say, i have to be extra careful and always have to be aware of my surroundings. Each morning i go to work, it feels like I'm crawling into a box and only get out after 8 hours. Imagine being in a box for 8 hours, that is what i have to face every single day. Lucky, i have my very own entertainment of friends to join me in the box. Let see I have, Kiran, Jenny, Lainah, Judy, Jiejah, Safry and errr... thats about it. If not for them, i guess i would have died eaten alive by the other aliens around. With us together, we have our own world . Our very own box. Our anti alien box. Which we will crawl in during lunch time or after the 8 hours in the alien box.
Gosh..i still can't believe at times, that i am actually where i am now. its like having Deja vu. Well i wish it was. ~Sob... What the hell... "Everything in life happens for a reason."
